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Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
A few things about me:
I love coffee. Caffeine is my life blood.

Current Residence: Upper Western New York State
Favourite genre of music: Visual Kei, Jrock
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: Art Nouveau, Art Deco
Operating System: Macbook Pro
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Sunako Nakahara, Gaara, Takenaga Oda, L, Grimmjow, Kakashi, Mizore, Grell, Cheshire
Personal Quote: Wisdom is knowing I am nothing love is knowing I am everything and between the two my life moves.
Welp... I've been asked why I'm not eating or haven't been eating tonight. I simply responded that I eat when I want to. They're getting worried. Usually I'm decent at hiding my emotions, but now I've worried my brother-in-law. I'm completely drained making my emotional deception wane. Ugh... Now that I've slipped, they'll be asking more questions soon. It doesn't matter how many times I say, "I'm fine". They know something isn't right. It's a matter of time before they realize what's really wrong. My depression has come back with a vengeance. 

I haven't been this depressed since high school. Loss of interests, not eating, sleeping too much, sickly looking, weight loss, secluded. The bad part about this... I've moved on from cutting. I went to something more permanent... Burning. I just cant stand the smell. I was a one time thing, but it's the idea that I actually did it that scared the crap outta me. Have I really sank this far back into the pit that I have to harm myself to feel something else?
  • Mood: Lonely

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Mom-EsPeace Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2014
Untitled67 by Mom-EsPeace  
Esgalor Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014
Thank you so much for the watch!! :D
ElementChaosTwister Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
dragonscreative Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Many thanks for faving!Hug It means a lot! :D (Big Grin) Also, please consider scoring my design here:, it would help me a lot! Nod 
The-Morlock Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for Black Lili -Arsenic- by The-Morlock :bow:
The-Morlock Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for Lili's Tea Time by The-Morlock :bow:
ElementChaosTwister Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
2snails1shell Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:) T'anks for visiting our group! :)
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