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Feesha
Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
A few things about me:
I love coffee. I drink almost every kind of coffee there is except chai. I am engaged to the most extraordinary person in the world. I generally work with digital art and photography and I also love working with clay.


Current Residence: Upper Western New York State
Favourite genre of music: Visual Kei, Jrock
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: Anime, Classical, Manga
Operating System: Macbook Pro
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Sunako Nakahara, Gaara, Takenaga Oda, L, Grimmjow, Kakashi, Mizore, Grell, Cheshire
Personal Quote: Wisdom is knowing I am nothing love is knowing I am everything and between the two my life moves.
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I got a letter in the mail from my mother today and it sparked a notion to write a collaboration of stuff my parents said to myself and/or sister over the years. 

"Why couldn't you be more like your sister?" - to my sister in response to her "unruly" behaviour. 

"I wish I never had kids." - After an in-depth conversation, my mother concluded that, if she had the choice back in the day, she wouldn't have kids because of how fucked up the world is. For the present time, she said she didn't regret having my sister and I...

"You'll have a difficult life from now on." - I had a lot of issues with my mother after coming out. She has trouble accepting that I'm gay and believes that I'd have an easier life if I were straight.

"Children are to be seen and not heard." - This is one of the few negative things my dad said to my sister and I, but one of the more destructive. This aided in my depression and lack of communication with my parents as far as how bad it had gotten.

"The only reason your father and I haven't divorced is because of you kids." - Tell that to an eight year old and let me know how they'd feel.

"Transexuals are confused." - In response to Chaz Bono.

"Art won't get you anywhere in life." - This was a very long conversation and a sum-up of what was said. I wanted to go to art school and then go into computer animation. My mother hated the idea and told me that I should find something else to do with my life. My dad suggested that I go into engineering, so I could continue to draw.

"You must be possessed." - When I finally got help for my depression and went into detail about it, that's what my mother had to say.

"I want you to get married in a church." - Part of me not wanting to get married is because of my mother. I don't believe in marriage and people can be perfectly happy without needing to be married. Trying to get my mother to understand that is a continuous battle.    

"I don't want to be a grandma." - My sister is pregnant now and my mum is happy. It's one more thing that was directed more at me than my sister. 

"You disappoint me." - This was the most used phrase my mother used on me. It drove me insane [literally] trying to reach her level of acceptance, but failing so hard in the process. My academics were strained because of this unrealistic ideal. I was depressed beyond hope because I was failing my classes. I wanted to kill myself because I didn't get into college at sixteen.

There's bunch more, but I can't think of them at the moment. I'm too pissed off. 

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dragonscreative Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Many thanks for faving!Hug It means a lot! :D (Big Grin) Also, please consider scoring my design here: bit.ly/1mwQo9j, it would help me a lot! Nod 
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The-Morlock Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for Black Lili -Arsenic- by The-Morlock :bow:
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The-Morlock Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for Lili's Tea Time by The-Morlock :bow:
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ElementChaosTwister Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
welcome
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2snails1shell Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:) T'anks for visiting our group! :)
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ElementChaosTwister Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
welcome
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Nigel-Hirst Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav

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WordsOfThunder Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2013  Student Writer
Thanks for the collection add!
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ElementChaosTwister Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
np
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maynams Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
:happybounce: Thank you for the fav:happybounce:
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