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Feesha
Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
A few things about me:
I love coffee. Caffeine is my life blood.

Current Residence: Upper Western New York State
Favourite genre of music: Visual Kei, Jrock
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: Art Nouveau, Art Deco
Operating System: Macbook Pro
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Sunako Nakahara, Gaara, Takenaga Oda, L, Grimmjow, Kakashi, Mizore, Grell, Cheshire
Personal Quote: Wisdom is knowing I am nothing love is knowing I am everything and between the two my life moves.
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Welp... I've been asked why I'm not eating or haven't been eating tonight. I simply responded that I eat when I want to. They're getting worried. Usually I'm decent at hiding my emotions, but now I've worried my brother-in-law. I'm completely drained making my emotional deception wane. Ugh... Now that I've slipped, they'll be asking more questions soon. It doesn't matter how many times I say, "I'm fine". They know something isn't right. It's a matter of time before they realize what's really wrong. My depression has come back with a vengeance. 

I haven't been this depressed since high school. Loss of interests, not eating, sleeping too much, sickly looking, weight loss, secluded. The bad part about this... I've moved on from cutting. I went to something more permanent... Burning. I just cant stand the smell. I was a one time thing, but it's the idea that I actually did it that scared the crap outta me. Have I really sank this far back into the pit that I have to harm myself to feel something else?
  • Mood: Lonely

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Mom-EsPeace Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2014
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Esgalor Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014
Thank you so much for the watch!! :D
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ElementChaosTwister Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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dragonscreative Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Many thanks for faving!Hug It means a lot! :D (Big Grin) Also, please consider scoring my design here: bit.ly/1mwQo9j, it would help me a lot! Nod 
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The-Morlock Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for Black Lili -Arsenic- by The-Morlock :bow:
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The-Morlock Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for Lili's Tea Time by The-Morlock :bow:
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ElementChaosTwister Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2014  Student Digital Artist
welcome
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2snails1shell Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
:) T'anks for visiting our group! :)
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